"Castiel" your lips pronounced the name as if it was painful, "He's an angel" Dean took another look at the closed bathroom door, just when the water started running.
"Oh, I know Castiel,"
"I know angel stuff might be a bit ; wait, you know Cas?" He leaned forward to you, "what haven't you told us (Y/N)?"
"I've told you everything you needed to know" you said coldly, staring at the bathroom door open, and the angel coming out clean and pure looking - just as an angel should be, looking at Dean, you wondered if the two are having a thing, although Dean didn't look gay, not many have succeeded not to fall in love with an angel, like you, for example.
~a few years ago~
"I missed you" you took a look at his blue eyes, clear as the sky above you, "I hate when you visit me in my dreams" you stared at the view before you, breathtaking lake, water so clear you could see every single detail of what lay on the bottom, sun was shining bright, reflecting on the water together with the tall green trees on the bank, "I am sorry (Y/N), I understand this is terrible of me doing this to you".
"it's not that terrible, I mean it's nice here and the truth is ;I'm just happy to see you, no matter how". He was silent, "what's wrong?" you asked, afraid of the answer, "I can't see you anymore" he said simply, "what do you mean you can't see me anymore?" he didn't say a word but stare at you, "Answer me!" you shouted at him, "Cas-" you woke up, one thought, one word still stuck on your lips, "Castiel".
"Missed me?" you smirked, getting up from the chair, he looked confused, "(Y/N)-" he started saying, "don't you dare" you said, "don't you dare saying my name, and don't you dare coming close to me, you stupid son of a bitch, the things I did for you-"
"I am still thankful , but you must understand I did it to protect you" he made it sound so simple, "tell me then Angel of the lord, where have you been the past years?"
"Asshole, god, insane, purgatory" Dean interrupted, you took a look at him that signaled him to shut up, "purgatory, huh?" you asked, "I wish you have stayed there".
Castiel looked hurt, his blue eyes staring down at the dirty motel floor, "there are not enough words for me to describe how sorry I am for leaving you, but I do not regret it, I rather have you hate me than dead" he watched you regret every word you said, "I could never hate you" you said, "I missed you" your voice sounded more like a whisper, he looked at you with a sad smile on his face, "you don't know how much I needed you by my side all this time; I've lived for so many years - it would be hard for you to imagine how empty inside I have felt without even knowing, it would be even harder for you to imagine how much more of that emptiness I've felt after having to leave you as you have been the only thing I cared about, and you must know that in the time we were apart I have chosen the wrong path more than once and that I regret every moment, and I understand if you wouldn't like to accept me as I am now, because it would be completely my fault, and yet I would like to thank you for the small amount of time we shared, and even more for teaching someone as hopeless as I was, of what is love, and that Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light. You are my light, (Y\N)" you looked at him, with no idea what to say, "I quoted it from Harry Potter" you finally said, "If you want to know what to do to make forgive you-" you started saying, "I do" he said quickly, you leaned forward and whispered in his ear, "kiss me", and so he did.
In the corner of your eye you could see Dean mumble, "You smooth son of a bitch"